I Remember You

I noticed her from the day she walked thru the door in seventh grade. Her name was Amy. I remember how I felt and how my chest became heavy. My skin began to tingle as if it suddenly it became very cold yet my cheeks were warm to the touch. She grasped her book with both hands as she held them to her chest. It was as if time itself was moving in slow motion. It was if her feet didn’t touch the floor as she glided across the room to her desk. She sat approximately 4 rows over and 4 seats down.

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I Only Know That I Love You

The room is dark with the dim light of candles burning; dancing with the melody of the air as it gently glides by. The wine glasses are barely empty with only a small sip left waiting at the bottom though warm from time standing still. This very evening was created for you by the grace of God.

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After the Love is Gone

Years ago, I was hurt like so many of you out there. I couldn’t do anything without letting the sadness overtake me. I, without me knowing, put my happiness on someone else. If I couldn’t have them, I couldn’t be happy. For those out there that have this type of mentality, you have my sympathy. I could not have been more wrong. I spent months crying, obsessing about my situation, my life without her, and why this was happening to me.

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Love is Patient, Love is Kind

Have you ever wondered while having a rough relationship issue, why you felt the way you did? Where does all the sadness come from? How come at the drop of a hat, the tears can pour out of your eyes and start to flow down your cheeks like little raindrops. The question is why?

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The End of the Road

As quickly as it may have started, it has come down to something you may or may not have wanted to end. The mixed feeling come over you like a floodgate swinging open and it hits you full force knocking not only the wind out of your sails, but it resets your heart to believing it was all your fault.

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Learning Not To Become “Plan B”

The scene is set months after a break. No contact has been initiated on both sides and the phone has been silent for months. “I wonder if they miss me. I wonder if they still think of me. I miss them so much but I don’t miss the arguing” you tend to tell yourself.

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Cause You Don’t Know Me

A love song is never just a love song while with the one you hold true in your heart. Suddenly the rules have changed and it becomes “our song”. I find it amazing how one single moment in time can change not only your heart, but the way you see yourself. Why is it we never know exactly when we gave our heart away but we always know when it is given back?

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I Only Know That I Love You

The room is dark with the dim light of candles burning; dancing to the melody of the whisps of air as it gently glides by. The wine glasses are barely empty with only a small sip left waiting at the bottom though warm from time standing still. This very evening was created for you by the grace of God.

The weight of her head on your chest makes you wrap your arms around her and hold her closer to you as you stroke her hair gently with your fingers. You glace at her soft, angelic face and notice her lips creasing upward around the outter edges showing you that smile you fell in love with years ago. Her lips are intoxicating.

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